Monday, September 29, 2008

“is developing a plan.”

Core 103: The Process of Change in Science (Dappen)

Required Reading
Bartusiak, Marcia. Through a Universe Darkly. New York: Avon (1995).
Brockman, John. The Third Culture. New York: Simon & Schuster (Touchstone Books) (1996).
Gleick, James. Chaos. New York: Penguin (1988).
Hawking, Stephen. A Brief History of Time. New York: Bantam (1988).
Kane, Gordon. The Particle Garden. Addison-Wesley (Helix Books) (1995).
Lindley, David. Where Does The Weirdness Go? Harper Collins (Basic Books) (1996).

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Not my best night. Blisters on both hands, a head full of singed hair, 2 good burns on my stomach & right forearm. I must be distracted.

I should SO not be allowed to drive a car like this one. heeheeheehee

http://www.latimes.com/entertainment/news/movies/la-et-tall24-2008sep24,0,6136387.story?track=rss

She liked me. I could feel that. The way you feel when the cards are falling right for you, with a nice little pile of blue and yellow chips in the middle of the table. Only what I didn’t know then was that I wasn’t playing her. She was playing me, with a deck of marked cards and the stakes weren’t any blue and yellow chips. They were dynamite.

http://www.muscleandfitnesshers.com/training/100?page=1

M&F Hers: 5 EPOC ideas

http://www.muscleandfitnesshers.com/quads_glutes_plyometrics/training/119

M&F Hers: Lower Body Boot Camp

For now I see through a glass, darkly; but then face to face: now I know in part; but then shall I know even as also I am known.

http://www.2magazine.com/2008/09/sexinpublic/index.php

I may never feel the same way about IKEA again...

I think that your body is something I understand I think that I'm happy I think that I'm blessed -- Ani DiFranco, Swandive

&#8220;<p>cradling the softest, warmest part of you in my hand<br/> feels like a little baby bird fallen from the nest<br/> i think that your body is something i understand<br/> i think that i&#8217;m happy, i think that i&#8217;m blessed</p> <p>i&#8217;ve got a lack of inhibition<br/> i&#8217;ve got a loss of perspective<br/> i&#8217;ve had a little bit to drink<br/> and it&#8217;s making me think<br/> that i can jump ship and swim<br/> that the ocean will hold me<br/> that there&#8217;s got to be more<br/> than this boat i&#8217;m in</p> <p>&#8216;cuz they can call me crazy if i fail<br/> all the chance that i need<br/> is one-in-a-million<br/> and they can call me brilliant<br/> if i succeed<br/> gravity is nothing to me, moving at the speed of sound<br/> i&#8217;m just going to get my feet wet<br/> until i drown</p> <p>and i teeter between tired<br/> and really, really tired<br/> im wiped and im wired but i guess its just as well<br/> because i built my own empire<br/> out of car tires and chicken wire<br/> and i&#8217;m queen of my own compost heap<br/> and i&#8217;m getting used to the smell</p> <p>and i&#8217;ve got a lack of information<br/> but i got a little revelation<br/> and i&#8217;m climbing up on the railing<br/> trying not to look down<br/> i&#8217;m going to do my best swan dive<br/> in the shark-infested waters<br/> i&#8217;m gonna pull out my tampon <br/> and start splashing around</p> <p>&#8216;cuz i don&#8217;t care if they eat me alive<br/> i&#8217;ve got better things to do than survive<br/> i&#8217;ve got a memory of your warm skin in my hand<br/> and i&#8217;ve got a vision of blue sky and dry land</p> <p>i&#8217;m cradling the hardest, heaviest part of me in my hand<br/> the ship is pitching and heaving, my limbs are bobbing and weaving<br/> and i think this is what i understand<br/> i just need a little vaccination for my far-away vacation<br/> i&#8217;m going to go ahead and go boldly because a little bird told me<br/> the jumping is easy, the falling is fun<br/> up until you hit the sidewalk, shivering, stunned</p> <p>and they can call me crazy if i fail<br/> all the chance that i need<br/> is one-in-a-million<br/> and they can call me brilliant<br/> if i succeed<br/> gravity is nothing to me<br/> moving at the speed of sound<br/> i&#8217;m just gonna get my feet wet<br/> until i drown&#8230;</p>&#8221;

Swandive, Ani DiFranco

&quot;the jumping is easy, the falling is fun, up until you hit the sidewalk, shivering, stunned&quot; -- Ani DiFranco, Swandive

Why does it fell hotter now (3 am) than it did when I first went to bed (11 pm)? Also, why am I up at 3 am?

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

TWELVE DAYS with no power. 12.

If you love me, buy me books.





  • The Lottery (and Other Stories), Shirley Jackson


  • To the Lighthouse, Virginia Woolf


  • The House of Mirth, Edith Wharton


  • White Teeth, Zadie Smith


  • The House of the Spirits, Isabel Allende


  • Slouching Towards Bethlehem, Joan Didion


  • Excellent Women, Barbara Pym


  • The Bell Jar, Sylvia Plath


  • Wide Sargasso Sea, Jean Rhys


  • The Namesake, Jhumpa Lahiri


  • Beloved, Toni Morrison


  • Madame Bovary, Gustave Flaubert


  • Like Life, Lorrie Moore


  • Pride and Prejudice, Jane Austen


  • Jane Eyre, Charlotte Brontë


  • The Delta of Venus, Anais Nin


  • A Thousand Acres, Jane Smiley


  • A Good Man Is Hard To Find (and Other Stories), Flannery O’Connor


  • The Shipping News, E. Annie Proulx


  • You Can’t Keep a Good Woman Down, Alice Walker


  • Their Eyes Were Watching God, Zora Neale Hurston


  • To Kill a Mockingbird, Harper Lee


  • Fear of Flying, Erica Jong


  • Earthly Paradise, Colette


  • Angela’s Ashes, Frank McCourt


  • Property, Valerie Martin


  • Middlemarch, George Eliot


  • Annie John, Jamaica Kincaid


  • The Second Sex, Simone de Beauvoir


  • Runaway, Alice Munro


  • The Heart is A Lonely Hunter, Carson McCullers


  • The Woman Warrior, Maxine Hong Kingston


  • Wuthering Heights, Emily Brontë


  • You Must Remember This, Joyce Carol Oates


  • Little Women, Louisa May Alcott


  • Bad Behavior, Mary Gaitskill


  • The Liars’ Club, Mary Karr


  • I Know Why The Caged Bird Sings, Maya Angelou


  • A Tree Grows In Brooklyn, Betty Smith


  • And Then There Were None, Agatha Christie


  • Bastard out of Carolina, Dorothy Allison


  • The Secret History, Donna Tartt


  • The Little Disturbances of Man, Grace Paley


  • The Portable Dorothy Parker, Dorothy Parker


  • The Group, Mary McCarthy


  • Persepolis, Marjane Satrapi


  • The Golden Notebook, Doris Lessing


  • The Diary of Anne Frank, Anne Frank


  • Frankenstein, Mary Shelley


  • Against Interpretation, Susan Sontag


  • In the Time of the Butterflies, Julia Alvarez


  • The Good Earth, Pearl S. Buck


  • Fun Home, Alison Bechdel


  • Three Junes, Julia Glass


  • A Vindication of the Rights of Woman, Mary Wollstonecraft


  • Sophie’s Choice, William Styron


  • Valley of the Dolls, Jacqueline Susann


  • Love in a Cold Climate, Nancy Mitford


  • Gone with the Wind, Margaret Mitchell


  • The Left Hand of Darkness, Ursula K. LeGuin


  • The Red Tent, Anita Diamant


  • The Unbearable Lightness of Being, Milan Kundera


  • The Face of War, Martha Gellhorn


  • My Antonia, Willa Cather


  • Love In The Time of Cholera, Gabriel Garcia Marquez


  • The Harsh Voice, Rebecca West


  • Spending, Mary Gordon


  • The Lover, Marguerite Duras


  • The God of Small Things, Arundhati Roy


  • Tell Me a Riddle, Tillie Olsen


  • Nightwood, Djuna Barnes


  • Three Lives, Gertrude Stein


  • Cold Comfort Farm, Stella Gibbons


  • I Capture the Castle, Dodie Smith

  • Possession, A.S. Byatt

The car I'm driving? I bought it.

The car I'm driving? I bought it.

The car I'm driving? I bought it.